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Monday, June 28, 2010

I heard the voice inside me .....


I woke up this morning in a bit of a mood because I wanted to sleep, not hit the pavement. I reminded myself that sleeping in was not the way to begin my journey, today was the day .... the first day of taking control of my body/weight.

I live in Texas and the climate is less than desirable to jog in. Within 15 minutes I was drenched in sweat. I was hot, out of shape and just mad. All of a sudden I heard, "Hello, Hello, do you remember me? I am the athlete inside of you and I was wondering if you could remove the layers of fat! Being overweight is a product of 12 years of binging and yo yo dieting. I am in here, the athlete that you once loved and took care of and would love to come out and see myself in the mirror again. You can get me out, only you... so suck it up and finish this run!"

I was a competitive swimmer, volleyball player, basketball player and tennis player at one time. The athlete in me wants to come out! I think the thing that upsets me the most is that I did this to myself but the refreshing news is that I am taking control back and without a doubt I will stare in the mirror at that athlete inside of me.

We went to see Toy Story 3 yesterday so I envision the athlete inside me to be Jessie, the cowgirl but instead of wearing boots, she was wearing running shoes. :D

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I am new, way new at this blogging stuff ...

I am a repeat offender at WW's! I have joined, re joined and joined again probably 7 times! The most weight I have lost is 25 pounds and it's my fault every time!! I think I can do it on my own, "I got this" and then all I have is more weight and bigger clothes. I love going to clap for others at WW's, you would think I was the one losing the weight. Well, I have come to the conclusion that clapping for others is not going to help me get to my goal weigh. I am not going to quit, not this time .... I plan to post my weigh ins every Saturday until I hit my goal weight of 137-134. My ultimate goal would be 126 ... I want to use my "blogging experience" as a way to keep me accountable, motivated and to share the ups and downs of this journey.
So here it is Saturday, June 26 I weighed in at 167.2
:D I hope to post less of me next Saturday!